AWOL Muse

Oh the busy life of me.

Of course, if I didn't plaster myself to the TV every morning to watch Judging Amy for two hours straight, I might get a little more done. When they start showing episodes I've already seen again, I'll be totally set.

As it is, I've finished sweeping the patio and the raking and bagging that Cody and I didn't get finished last night. Now I have about three hours worth of video to watch to review for my Nutrition midterm that I have to take today. Wish me luck!

I also have to make the WYWO video today. Busy, busy little bee...


Song Quote of the Moment: "All the townfolk got a good show!"

~Gretchen Wilson

Continually Amazed...

I just love how everyone that I know is nothing but a smartass. And not nice smartasses, either, oh no. We have to be mean, condescending, painful smartasses. I'm just going to stop talking to EVERYONE. Screw it.

And yes, I am blonde, so I know it's not a huge deal to many people, but I am continually amazed by what I find in this world. Take today, for example. I googled my blog and found stock ratings about it. That's right, 'this is how much money this blog is worth at the moment, + or - 15 minutes' stock ratings. It was amazing. Who the hell is makin' money off my blog??? You'd better talk, you... All I can say is I wish I had the money that they said it was worth. DAMN! I'm doing pretty good, according to them...

I got a thankyou card from Dave and Sarah yesterday. I wonder how they are doing. I would call him, but I don't know... I feel wierd about it now. I feel like I lost my best friend, a bit. I know that's silly of me, but I do. He has his own life now, and I don't need to be imposing mine on him - especially the way mine's going right now. Crazy...

Well, I got another chapter in Pathophysiology read this morning. I have my midterm for nutrition down in Phoenix tomorrow, after which I might go see my cousin Mindy. I haven't really decided yet. *shrugs* Hey, I can be indecisive if I want to! :)


Song Quote of the Moment: "(I'm) Really tryin' to understand all the powers that rule this land"

~Jewel

Busy is Productive

Ever notice that you accomplish so much more when you have less time?

Well I, being the professional procrastinator that I am, have noticed that abundantly lately. In fact, the more I put off, the more I get done in the long run. Isn't that amazing?

Yesterday it was the grass. Today it was the pool, all of the pine needles on the ground (and that's about three years' worth of accumulation, so yes, I was digging them out), a chapter in my pathophysiology book (and this is the type of book where a chapter a day is simply miraculous), and the living room. Yes, it's official. I am amazing. Don't you just love amazing me?

I know some of you are dying to know what's going on between my so-called boyfriend and I. Truthfully, I don't really know myself. I still love him. You can't just shut down a love that you've felt for over two years. I never got to the "I hate you" stage, so I still love him. That makes things hard for me. I stay away from him as much as possible (I mean, we are in the same unit and all), but we still talk on the phone. I have no intention of moving back in with him, though, and I just can't see a future for any type of relationship. I really wish I could, because I wanted to be with him so much. In a way I still do, but when I think of all of the things that he would get upset about while I was living with him, not to mention all of the things that I'm missing out on because my boyfriend can't go anywhere or do anything because he has 'responsibilities', well, I don't want to be with him so much. It's just hard, and terribly confusing, because I love him, but I know things aren't going to work out well for us. I'm slowly trying to convince myself of that. I hate it. I'm an optimist, damnit!!!

I still have one chihuahua puppy left if anyone is interested. He's just adorable, and his personality is tops. I really don't want to give him up, but we already have a combination of nine Chihuahuas living here, so we really can't keep him.


"Tye" is the middle of the trio. Isn't he cute??? 

$300 and he can be yours, if you call SOON. :)

Okay, I'm again, really busy. I'll write more later. Bye.


Song Quote of the Moment: "I'll never fall in line"

~Sum 41

WYWO

Anyone know what WYWO is? All I'm saying is that I'm signing my mom up for it, and for reasons of anonymity, I won't be disclosing any more than that on this website. Not that anyone in my family or, for that matter, anyone that I see on a day to day basis ever even reads this blog (or knows that it exists), but hey. Anonymity is good...

Yeah, so still really behind in my pathophysiology (getting further by the day), but I did get the grass cut today. And newsflash for any of you that don't know what my yards look like, we should have a riding mower, but don't. So yeah. Getting all the grass cut is a big achievement, let me tell ya.

I am TIRED. And I need a shower. Picture that, if you must. I can't stop you... Just please don't tell me about it. I don't want to know.


Song Quote of the Moment: "I feel no shame, I'm proud of where I came from"

~Little Big Town

Death to all Spammers

Okay, this is a new one for me, but I recieved an email today from some unknown company trying to get me to buy jewelry. Problem? That would be that the email was from a comment that was posted ON MY BLOG. Just scroll down to the bottom of yesterday's post o see it. So yes, now to comment you will have to go through an extra step of b/s. Please, if you don't have anything meaningful to say or if I don't know you, don't comment. I hate spam with a passion, and any recurrances of any kind in that endeavour could get you hunted down and shot.

And yes, I spell many of my words with "u" in them now. Something I picked up while being deployed to Iraq, where everything available to us was from Europe and spelled with a "u". Don't like it? Tough. Don't read my blog, then.

Yes, I am a smart ass, and yes, I am a mean bitch. Those who know me love me reguardless. Those who don't, well, you should get to know me, because then you would love me. I promise. Or not. It's up to you, really.

*sighs* I think I'll go dove hunting today. Time is running out.


Song Quote of the Moment: "You learned cool from magazines"

~Jewel

The Bitch that is Life

Holy Jeepers Batman!

Wow. How life does sneak up on you. One day you're minding your own business, humming happily as you contemplate the sheer bliss of existence, and then WHAM! Something or, more commonly, someONE knocks you on your ass from out of nowhere and leaves you rubbing your bum saying, "Where the hell did that come from?!?

Yeah, well, that happened to me recently.

I moved in with my boyfriend finally at the end of July. I moved out last weekend.

It was crazy. We argued about EVERYTHING. That's when we were talking at all. So I left. Really hard, that one was. That's all I want to say about it really right now.

Today is the anniversary, fourth, I believe, of 9/11. If you don't know what 9/11 is you are an idiot who should not be reading my blog, because you obviously haven't been keeping up with events around the world, and I'd like you to click the little X at the top right-hand side of your screen now. Thanks.

You know, there's not a lot of times in my life where I can remember exactly where I was at what time,but that day is one of them. Maybe because I was glued to the TV all day instead of going to school. Maybe because it was the first hint I got that I was going to war sometime soon. Maybe because so many people lost their lives...

And then we have Hurriane Katrina. Lord, what a mess that's been. I've been told our unit could still be activated. My question: Why the fuck are we still sitting here? I spent an entire weekend wasting valuable training time when I could have been teaching troops real-world scenarios and, oh, I don't know, maybe helping out a few thousand people on the gulf coast who really need it. But I'm not bitter.

Actually I am, bcause we're handing out awards and promotions like candy to people that have the mentality of candy-eating five year olds, but I'll save that rant for another day. I need to be reading my Pathophysiology book anyway, because that class is another thing in my life that's kicking me in the ass right now. Thank God I only have it and Nutrition this semester.

So yeah, that's the initial update since last May when I wrote in this last. Any questions? Too damn bad.


Song Quote of the Moment: "This life is more than just a read-through"

~Red Hot Chili Peppers