Thursday, January 03, 2002

Oh my goodness...

I just got the offer of a lifetime, or well, of my lifetime, this morning. Sgt. Boyer called me and told me that there's a job opening for the admin position up in Show Low, and if I want it I can have it. AHH! It's so much better money than I'm making right now, and way better opportunity, plus BENEFITS... On the down side though I'd have to move to Show Low and away from Tucson and away from John and Dave and Dan and Jenn and Carlos, and I'd really REALLY miss them all. I just don't know what to do. I really want the job, but I really don't want to have to start all over in a new place again, and I don't want to make new friends. I like the ones I have just fine thank you. *sighs* I have to give her an answer today too... ACK! I think I'll call Greenwade and get his perpective. Mom thinks I should go for it, and I know my dad would too. I have so many questions for Sgt. Boyer though... I just don't know, really. It wouldn't be that bad I guess. Full time, weekends off except for drill dates... It could work out. Oh boy.

Song Quote of the Moment: "I'm in over my head"


Wednesday, January 02, 2002

Good Evening Everyone...

I'm really not sure why but I just had a really upsetting feeling. Anyone who knows me will say that I don't scare easily, and if you ask them what I'm afraid of I don't know if they could give an answer. I don't fear the dark or anything like that, and there aren't many things that I really am terrified of. I just got the strangest feeling though. I feel like someone's watching me. I don't know why, it's stupid really, but I just have the chills and the air feels eerie... It's like I'm afraid of something that isn't real, that I can't see, and that never happens but I'm terrified. Wow, this is bizarre... I don't want to go to sleep, even though I'm very tired because I really don't sleep in the first place. *shudders* Oh good Scott's online - at least I can talk to him for awhile and maybe get this out of my head. Man, I don't like this at all. Anyone I ever scared in the dark I am SO sorry. Come on, sun...

Happy New Year!

Yeah, you know, so far it really has been! Yesterday at work was, get ready, a great day! Don't have a heart attack! I know, I'm the one that always say that I hate my job, but yesterday was really good. Even if i did have to work on New Year's. There's this girl at my work that didn't really like me, and yesterday her and I were both working. Not only did she actually talk to me, but we got along pretty well. I think our drinking stories from the night before were what started it. We were laughing the whole day long.

Yeah, I got drunk New Year's Eve. Was there any doubt? It was so much fun though. Between Drinking Jenga and Jenn's brother, I couldn't stop laughing. I still have a little bit of doubt in my mind from that night, but I'm not really sure why. *shrugs* Maybe I can't remember thigs? I don't know...

Today is good because I'm off... I have to call Jim Click today and set up an appointment to get my truck in. The estimate was $550, so my insurance is going to hate me but oh well. I don't care! I'm in too good a mood.

I saw Lord of the Rings again last night! I went with Dave and Jenn... It was fun! Besides, John already saw it twice, so I had to catch up!

AND - My mom is trying to get a very important interview, and if she gets it, and IF she gets the job, she'll be going to INDONESIA. Yeah I know, you're saying, 'Why would anyone want to go there?' Well, I don't really know, but I'd do it. It sounds like a new challenge. Besides, 2 hour flight to Australia or New Zealand... COME ON! Who wouldn't want to be there? Well, fine, but I think it's cool.

Peace out, everyone!

Song Quote of the Moment: "Not quite paradise, but it sure feels like home"