I came in here with a thousand and one things on my mind to say, and now that I'm actually going to say them i don't even know what to write. It's all my fault? There's a start...

Rowin is missing. Well, was, anyway. Gavin and I know where he is now. I guess that's what started it all, for me anyway, but something has been stirring between Ro and Cyra for a bit now. I'm not really sure what, and getting answers here is like talking to a brick wall, so I've just been trying to sort this out the old fashioned way. Do some digging, see what others have heard. It's something about their friendship, I know that. I just don't know what. Well, to bring things up to date, I was talking to Cyra today when I still didn't know where Rowin was, and she was asking about him. she said she probably knew what was going on, but she wasn't sure and wasn't going to tell me until she was. Oookay... I can handle that. Well, we kept talking, while I was also talking to Gavin and Cora to try to figure this stupid thing out, and I'm not sure what I said, but Cyra just froze. She said to tell Gavin she had her answer (which he was clueless about) and then she said she'd probably never see me again and disappeared. Okay, yeah, the whole it's my fault thing comes into perspective right about now. So she e-mailed Cora, but I don't know what about because Cora won't tell me (Cyra doesn't want he to) and Gavin left five minutes ago to go get Ro. I just don't know what to do here.I'm confused as hell for one thing, but going from complete worry that one of your friends is missing somewhere to the frustration that he did it to you on PURPOSE to knowing that people are hurting and there's nothing you can do... I've made a huge mistake and people are hurting bacause of it. I'm sorry Cyra, and I'm sorry Ro. You guys know I would do anything for you... ANYTHING. I just think I really messed something up here and I don't know how to fix it...

I'm so sorry.

Song Quote of the Moment: "Cause I'm in too deep"

~sum41